Much Nothing About Adieu: The Auto-Memoir of Paul A. Toth

Paul A. Toth in 2011

Prologue 

I've been -- oh, I don't know -- places I've been, places I've been again and again the last few months, and again and again for decades before that, places that bear not repeating by repeating them in time and space or memory or language, but what we have it what we have to work out

to work out work out to work out 

...why as of late I relive the worst moments of my life as if researching a memoir.

Antilogue

au·to·bi·og·ra·phy (n.): 1. An account of a person's life written by that person.
mem·oir (n.): 1. An account of the personal experiences of an author. 2. An autobiography.

Why don't they write autobiographies any more? "Memoir" wins by four.

I prefer a brief auto-memoir produced by automatic writing.


au-to-ma-tic wri-ting (n.): Writing performed without conscious thought or deliberation, typically by means of spontaneous free association or as a medium.

au-to me-moir (n.): An account of a person's life written by that person without conscious thought or deliberation, typically by means of spontaneous free association or as a medium.

The Auto-Memoir

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Page 201: The End

What was MY

????????????????????

Next, a stolen portrait of me, in that it does not portray me but, because I say it does, it does

resemble

me

my portrait

as I was before

now as I am

This used to no this was I wasn't at all yes at last here I am as I was

Here I wait not yet here I am almost here I am still here I am now